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2 April Love is kind ... it doesnt envy <3SHE`S the TYPE of GIRL
Vanity …. Beauty …. Pain
28 January When im goneWhen I'm Gone"
[Introduction] Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby... [Chorus] And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain Just smile back... [Verse 2] I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing "You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?" Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying "You always say that, you always say this is the last time "But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine" She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it "Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!" Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'" I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on And I'm singing... [Chorus] And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain Just smile back... [Verse 3] Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet I take a bow and thank you all for coming out They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing "Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding," But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden? "I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin' "You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad "And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad' "That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin "I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going" But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice "Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us" That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin' It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister Almost as if to say.. [Chorus/Outro] And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain Just smile back...
Greatest Rapper of all time - Eminem ... im going to miss him so much ... his music was some of the best, orignal ever!!! 21 January ConfessionsConfessions Of A Broken Heart - Lindsay Lohan
 Someone to trust ....
Someone to love ...
Someone to care ...
Someone to hold ...
Someone to listen ....
Someone doesnt exist .....
 12 January ... Because i loved you ....[♥ ... i love him
 no guy means the world to me like he does!!! ♥]Well this week was interesting, ive been sick .. and i know that im actually SICK SICK .. i know what i have to .. but there is no way in hell im going to the doctors ... couldnt bare it .. to scary. People prob think that im being silly but im not ... im sick .. even though i feel much better things will only get worst in the future .. from that it says on yahoo health anyway.
At the moment ... i want wishes to be real and work ... then i could be really happy ... but they dont so i guess i have to get around what my wish is ... its so hard at the moment ... im in a total mess ...
but something good will come out of it soon i hope!!
Love always,
Riss oxx 9 January .. cry for help ...Im praying everyday and night .. to hope that your going to make it through and be okay ...
Carissa xox xox xox 6 January Personality Test ...I did a personality test .. this is what it says .. . there was heaps of sections but i just read the main bits!!
 How You Approach Life You, Observer, are an unusually selfless and balanced individual. While others rush around worrying about what they're supposed to do and how they're going to get it done, you've figured it all out. Go with the flow. You are an indispensable equalizer amongst the various groups that comprise your life. You feel that the spotlight and center stage were made for other people to act out their fantasies. But that kind of showing-off is not your thing. You'd rather sit in the wings, keeping your secrets between the closest of friends and taking notes and planning before you make your move. Your even-keeled nature pays off at work — even if you're not always recognized for your contributions. You are responsible and are willing to work hard, especially when it counts the most. You tend to be conscientious, which also makes you an indispensable team player. You operate best under a sense of routine, and you avoid challenges that require too much improvisation. You might often find yourself running along with the group, but not necessarily leading the charge. That's in part because you don't feel the need to draw attention to yourself to validate who you are. You're perfectly happy sitting on a couch at a party, taking it all in and observing others' antics. You're known for relaxing and letting things roll off your back. It's much better than freaking yourself out. Like other mellow folks, you don't feel compelled to really search for who you are. You already have a good sense of that; at the same time, you've probably been known to indulge a little self-exploration from time to time. After all, it can help you further develop your sense of intuition and discover parts of yourself that remain below the surface. So keep at it Observer. There's lots you can still show the world. Section IV — The Observer and the World Around You
How Others See You
People see you as down to earth with a free spirit. You convey your genuineness to others with your ability to focus on what counts — you are not easily swayed by superficial things. You also don't act in fake ways to “get ahead” or to look better than others. People notice that about you and appreciate it. People intuitively trust you with their secrets. They can see that you are not judgmental, and that appeals to many. You are open and free, yet grounded in the things that really matter. Communication Style Your gift, is the ability to handle intense conflict without losing your cool. With your level-headed approach, you are able to shrug off most of the bothersome things people say. Occasionally, you might question your actions or others' criticisms of you. But despite some lingering concerns, you are almost always well-served by your composure in the face of confrontation.
love riss ox p.s > im feeling really shitty tonight!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrr 3 January ωнαтєνєяHow come I'm alone? from a website
тнαикѕ נα¢к fσя ¢нєєяιиg мє υρ .. ιf υ яєα∂ тнιѕ!! σχσχ
Havent been on here for like ages .. oh well. I will prob be adding more blog entries soon ... i just couldnt be bothered right now! ive met a really really nice guy ... ive spoken to him before .. but im speaking to him now and his just sweet and made me smile ... I hope we can be close friends soon .. ne way apart from tha i made a cd tonight .. with all of my depresing songs ... gosh when tha happens u no im upset ... But i think its good to just let everything all otu and have a cry ... it sorta helps you get over things quicker.
Well i think ill leave it there .. i hope everyone had a good christmas and a happy new year .. i did!!!
Love always,
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. If i could id give up my own life to save yours.
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